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Island Magazine Arts Feature - The Edge of the World By Kelsey Ashe

Sep 11
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I'm thrilled to have my essay The Edge of the World published in a 6 page arts feature, in the current issue of Island magazine; a premium Australian literary magazine for over 40 years. Written around my return to Lutruwita/Tasmania for the 2026 Hadley’s Art Prize, the essay reaches back into my childhood in the remote Tarkine/Takayna rainforest and traces some of the threads that have followed me ever since — landscape and belonging, Australian Gothic, yūgen, Surrealism, memory, intuition, and the strange persistence of the places that form us.



Click here to see the Illustrated Essay from Island Magazine - or simply read the essay below.



The Edge of the World

By Dr. Kelsey Ashe


Near Arthur River, in Lutruwita's remote north-west, lies the landscape of my

childhood; the Tarkine (Takayna) Rainforest, the largest remaining tract of Gondwanan cool

temperate rainforest in Australia. Vast Westerly beaches, shipwrecks and pristine

ancient forests formed the backdrop to a free-range childhood spent wandering alone,

rock-pooling and spying on platypus in the dark river that wound through our property. Each

time I return, I marvel that I grew up somewhere so remote and wild. I realise now that I was already forming what I would later come to call my ‘Imaginary Aesthetic Territories’: the layered inner landscapes that would echo throughout my artworks, essays, exhibitions and novella, in a sustained quest to capture that terrain of unsettling beauty and terror.


Strahan, a four-hour winding drive south, will lead you even further into the extreme frontier

of the south-west, through a coastline that is treacherous and pristine. In the other direction,

the fishing village of Stanley maintains some of Australia’s oldest colonial stone buildings,

dating to 1820s Van Diemen’s Land. Even back then the same questions I consider now,

were forming – what does this landscape hold? How do I belong within it?


Returning to Hobart in 2026 for Hadley's Art Prize has prompted me to reflect on the strange

persistence of place. How landscapes remain within us. How childhood terrains become

creative territories. How an island can continue to shape a life, long after we leave it and how

“belonging” is something that can move with us, though we can never possess it.


It never occurred to me as a child that the natural world was inanimate. My brothers got

around on motorbikes, but I preferred the slow roam into the tangles. The bush felt alive,

communicative and watchful. I spoke to it and, in my own way, believed it spoke back. It

left me gifts: shells, feathers, bones and strange treasures washed ashore or hidden among

eucalypt roots. I left gifts in return, arranging mossy forest-floor altars from whatever

materials I could gather. I still remember the day a group of us discovered a letter in a corked

bottle buried amongst the dunes at Sandy Cape. It felt entirely plausible that the landscape

might communicate in such a way.


Yet alongside wonder there was another feeling. I sensed the colonial atrocities festering at

the edges of cliffs and whistling though grasslands. Certain places filled me with such dread,

though I could not always explain why. My Catholic convent school education taught me

something of the brutal history of the region. During the nineteenth century, the far north-

west corner of Lutruwita became a site of extraordinary violence. Palawa communities

were devastated and much cultural knowledge was disrupted or lost. Places such as Cape

Grim and the windswept coastlines seemed to carry traces of these histories. I sensed it.

Looking back, I suspect that my lifelong fascination with the Australian Gothic began there:

in the uneasy recognition that landscapes can hold beauty and grief simultaneously.


Mostly I felt that I belonged deeply to that place, but I was also captivated by ‘elsewhere’.

The calling unrest of the horizon stirred me full of an unnamed yearning as a young adult.

When dawn rose over Bass Strait every single day, I swore something was calling me away,

like a vision trying to form, then evaporating in sunlit fog.


Through my parents' books and travel albums I encountered images of Japanese

pagodas, Polynesian villages and distant foreign cultures that seemed impossibly

exotic from my small Tasmanian ‘backwater’ world decorated with reproductions

from the Heidelberg School. Even then I seemed to be pulled by two opposing forces: a

profound attachment to place and an equally powerful longing for distant worlds. It was here

I learned how the imagination can cross the ocean well before the body does. That

imaginary vision holds something potent, a blend of known and unknown.


Long before I could name it, I was hungry for ‘culture’. Not simply art or literature, but a way

of understanding how I belonged within the long human story. I don't think that question

ever formed itself into words as a child, but the search had already begun in the forests of the

Tarkine. In nature I belonged instinctively. In culture I wasn't always sure where to stand.

The bush never asked me to explain myself. Rivers, birds and weather accepted my presence

without question. Human history was more complicated.


As I grew older, I began tracing my own ancestry to the Celtic landscapes of Western

Scotland and Coastal Ireland. I felt the marrow of ancestral toil in my bones and I recognised

something of those coastlines in my imagination, yet they could never fully explain who I had

become here, on this island at the edge of the Southern Ocean. What is it to be an Australian

anyway if I am not Indigenous? Belonging, I realised, is never singular. I think our roots do

not descend vertically into one place but spread laterally, like rhizomes, connecting many

landscapes, generations and stories.


My childhood in Tasmania was idyllic, but my horizons expanded dramatically

during my late teens when I lived in New Zealand with my Tasmanian-born

father. His own life had become deeply intertwined with Japan. He later spent

years there building churches, and many of the women who entered our lives were Japanese.

Through them I encountered a quiet attentiveness to beauty and the material culture of

Japan that felt strangely familiar. It wasn't spectacular or ornamental. It lived in subtle

gestures, careful observation, restraint and the significance of what was left unsaid. Long

before I understood Japanese aesthetics intellectually, I had begun to absorb something of

their sensibility.


Years later, while undertaking my doctorate in Western Australia, I encountered the Japanese

aesthetic philosophy of yūgen and found myself pursuing it within an Australian context. The

word resists direct translation, but gestures towards mystery, depth, shadow and the awareness of something vast and profound that can be sensed yet never fully explained. In Japanese aesthetics, yūgen often resides in suggestion rather than disclosure: the moon half-hidden by cloud, a mountain dissolving into mist, the emotion that lingers after an image has disappeared. I remember thinking, with a kind of relief, there is a word for this.

It was not that Japan had given me a new way of seeing. Rather, it had offered language for

something I had first encountered as a child wandering alone through the Tarkine. The bush

had already taught me that the most powerful presences are rarely the most obvious. They

wait at the edge of perception, asking only that we learn to pay attention.


Today my father is buried overlooking Lutruwita's wild west coast, at ‘home’ in Taypalaka (Green Point). Whenever I return, I find myself speaking to him beneath the same weather that shaped both our lives. His body has become part of that landscape now: the ferns, the river, the rain. I think he understood, long before I did, that belonging is not something we inherit. It is something we continue. It lives in returning. It lives in acts of care. It lives in tending the places and people that continue to shape us long after we have left.


Leaving Tasmania did not loosen my connection to landscape. Instead, distance

sharpened it. The forests and rivers of my childhood became less a place I had lived

than a way of seeing the world. As I travelled, studied and eventually completed a

doctorate in art, I found myself searching not only for artistic methods but for ways of

understanding the strange pull I had always felt towards particular places. I read philosophy,

ecology, mythology and anthropology, yet I discovered that scholarship did not replace

intuition or knowledge gleaned by just being in nature—it simply gave me new language with

which to think about it.


During my research I found myself returning again and again to the Surrealists. What

attracted me was not their visual language as much as their courage. They insisted that

dreams, intuition, coincidence and the irrational were not illegitimate remnants of pre-modern thought, best to be discarded, but legitimate ways of knowing the world. I recognised

something of my own childhood in that proposition. The forests of the Tarkine had already

taught me that not everything meaningful announces itself through reason alone. There are

invisible things we cannot explain, but somehow know. The sun filtering through the trees to

land upon my skin in winter taught me more than any book ever could. For the first time I

encountered an artistic tradition that treated dreams, intuition and coincidence not as childish

fantasies but as legitimate ways of paying attention.


The older I become, the less I think an artist's education is about acquiring techniques. It is

about refining attention. Learning what to notice. Learning to remain with uncertainty long

enough for something to reveal itself. The Tarkine taught me that first. Japan later gave me

words for it. Scholarship gave me frameworks. Art and writing became the practice of

returning to that attentive state, again and again.


I look back and see the questions have never really changed. I still want to know why certain

landscapes feel alive. Why some places seemed to remember. Why beauty and grief can

inhabit the same shoreline. The entanglement of memory, place, spirit and perception, all co-

existing. Why the horizon can call us beyond ourselves while the ground beneath our feet

insists, we belong. It wasn't until years later that I encountered Ghassan Hage's beautiful idea

of "roots that stay with you as you move." I recognised something of myself immediately. My

own belonging had never felt fixed. It travelled. Every landscape I loved became another root

in an expanding underground network.


My artworks became conversations between landscapes. Like a dream, where you

can be in two places at once, or have two views at once, or even be living multiple

lives, at once. A recognisable land formation from Lutruwita might appear beside

a shoreline that exists in Western Australia, the home I ended up in. Lands could hold a

thousand myths. This vast geographical swathe of the Southern Hemisphere, would welcome

Venus above them all, looping endlessly across the horizon as though time itself had folded. I

realised I wasn't trying to reconstruct any single place faithfully. I was trying to draw the

geography of memory. Memory certainly doesn't obey maps. It gathers places together

because they share a feeling rather than a border. I began thinking of my artworks as

occupying an "everywhen." Past and present sit side by side. Myth and geology coexist. Day

and night overlap. A shoreline can shift, glow, hover.


Screen-printing with botanical and rare-earth pigments became my chosen language. Each

translucent layer does not replace the one beneath it. It joins it. Every decision remains

present, even when hidden. Memory behaves much the same way.


We often imagine belonging as a fixed point on a map. My experience has been almost the

opposite. Belonging has grown through movement. Each place I have loved has extended the

underground network of roots from which my work continues to grow. Layered like my

prints, a wash of colour in shadow and light, deepening the focus of revelation.


The lone she-oak in my Hadley's Art Prize screen-print ‘Staying with the Mystery’ grows

from bare limestone on Jenalup Beach, a sacred women’s site in Nyungar culture.

The limestone cliffs draw in light and exhale it at dusk, the nook of the beach holds

you in sanctuary. That she-oak has become, for me, an emblem of belonging to many places.

Its roots do not disappear beneath the earth. They travel across the rock itself, exposed to

weather, gripping every fissure they can find. Year after year it faces the full force of the

westerly storms. It has not survived because conditions were gentle. It has survived because its

roots learned how to hold on.


Perhaps belonging is something like that. Not ownership or certainty, but a practice of

attention. A willingness to be shaped by place, and in return to care for it. The landscape

once left gifts for a curious child wandering alone through the Tarkine. Everything I make

now is my attempt to leave something in return.



Dr Kelsey Ashe is a Tasmanian-born artist, author and researcher whose interdisciplinary practice spans printmaking, writing and environmental humanities. Working across visual art, literature and scholarship, she explores landscape, mythology, ecological imagination and the sublime. She is a finalist in the Hadley's Art Prize 2026 and the author of The Deep Green Sea.



 
 
 

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